wedding day

Today is October 16th, 2010.
This is what today is...

I'm feeling very saddened by the very moment of today, October 16th, 2010.
This is my wedding day, this i should rephrase is suppose to be my wedding day.

The invitations are all filled out- the glasses are all engraved- arrangements at one time were all arranged.
Today is October 16th, 2010, this is what they all have written on them. Engaged to a day that is here and for them, they will not have their moment. That very moment that shouts out to the world, "hey someone is in love and TODAY they unite their love for one another".

Today i am suppose to feel like a princess and my prince is to take me by my hand and make a promise to me that no other man can do. My day shining, glistening, smile embedded so deep that nothing can wipe it away.

Today is October 16th, 2010
I am still happy for today but not as happy as my heart wants me to be. I wander what the next date will be, which calender day, month and year will make me a princess. A princess on a very special day.